From the recordings Restart, Apoptosia, and Primal Tapes
Lyrics
BACK TO THE CRADLE
Words & Music by Lazywall
I, used to sleep in innocence
You put lies inside my head
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again
I, I am faking commonsense
I need to forget all I've learned
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again
I’m falling over, I’m getting sober
How could you know the price was on my head?
Don't try to change the way I am
While I tear my skin with shame
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again
I’m falling over, I’m getting sober
How could you know the price was on my head?
I’m going under, I’m getting stronger
This time you gave me now is all I have
I feel helpless, but I feel free
Don't enslave me with your fears
I’ve got a reason to survive
Don't wanna wait for another day
This burning skin holds me back, holds my screams, driving me insane
I'm looking in, to fight my sins, I'm sick of this
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again
Back to the cradle, now I save my day
I’m falling over, I’m getting sober
How could you know the price was on my head?
I’m going under, I’m getting stronger
This time you gave me now is all I have